Tuesday, December 29, 2009


Christmas was acutally better then i expected. i got tons of money from family.
a iPhone from my parents. i love it. and love them dearly for it.
i got the best boyfirend in the world. spend dinner at his place with his family.
random car broke down than ruied our turkey dinner
but surprised us with a 40 of crown royal the next day.
life is good.

lets just hope new years is even bettter... new year. new chances :)

hugs and kisses

Thursday, December 24, 2009

christmas eve..

personally now feel that Christmas is overrated..drink up.
now a days people just expect things for Christmas and it ruins everything bout what Christmas is actually about...
ex boys always upsetting you , past always creeping up and biting me in the ass.

i can finally say that i'm sick of 2009 and done with all the negatively in my life. it took up way to much of my time already. moving on..

cross your fingers for a new beginning and
a new year

lots of love and hope


Thursday, December 17, 2009

this world we live in..

is a sad disgusting place...

Do you begin to see, then, what kind of world we are creating?
It is the exact opposite of the stupid hedonistic Utopias that the old reformers imagined.
A world of fear and treachery and torment, a world of trampling and being trampled upon, a world which will grow not less but more merciless as it refines itself. Progress in our world will be progress toward more pain.

am i a disaster? last on your mind...

Advocating "Peace & Love" is becoming a fad, & it's sad how hypocrisy is superfluous in our lives.

I believe that mistakes do make people stronger, but i do also believe that people are people, and we are all the same. I have passions, which are gradually being pursued, hopefully as i, myself gradually get older, they will be accomplished on a more professional level. I also have a very strong opininated mind and voice, that i'm sure will get me far in life. you'll see.

maybe your worth it..

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

first day of snow..

First day of snow and i spent the day at home. forget school. forget problems. just a nice cup of hot tea and a blanket spending quality time with myself and my favourite tv show greys antomany. if you havn't seen it. i suggest you watch it.
here is a really good site for any movie or tv show your heart desires.

today I'm feeling as if
It's always around this time of year,that I think of all the things in my life that breaks my heart...

Sunday, December 6, 2009

No place like home..

So finally a weekend to my self. had such a hard week and lost a lot of important people in my life but its always nice to know what you have right in front of you. i love coming home to a family that will always be there. maybe i hate them but in the end. i got my own room with peace and quiet and this weekend is exactly what i needed... i feel a bit better. wish me luck on the week ahead of me...

there is a video that makes you think...